



female
always complicated, lost in her own mess!!!
May 15, 1982
24 years old
got S.Pd and a movie publicist
after 4 years as an English teacher, now working at a production house
love to travel, listen to music, sleep
a little bit perfectionist and bossy
a bullimic started to heal :P
I know I'm sick
I know I need help
I destroyed my life completely
I'm so desperate......
I'm just alone now..
Still running away from the past
I'm tired
I need to sleep
Wake me up if you saw me bleeding, please.....

Saturday, March 10, 2007
MOVE to here.....
realizing has been almost 2 years running away from my past, I'm back to my old house with new nuance.... :) ENJOY!!!! LOVE YOU GUYSSS!!!
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Friday, February 09, 2007
i don't really get it now. I'm loosing it. I'm loosing my confidence and my comfort....
I'm lost.. I need help, though I have a boyfriend, but still I realized that sumthin' is missing... and I don't know what is that....
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
.....LoSinG My COmfOrT.....
I miss my best friends so much.....
I miss her and her laughter......
I miss my old comfort........
Did I change a lot??
I used to love my best friends....
I used to in love with her.....
Until.....
I don't know anymore...
Now it's just between me and him.....
Why can't be us??
Is it my fault?
Please tell me...
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
pagi ini gue bangun
cukup dengan bt dan bla bla..... why? karena semalem gue abis berantem
sama si pacar. Gak berantem juga siy, cuman mungkin dia ngomong sesuatu
yang akhirnya gue tersinggung. Wah, panjang nek ceritanya. Tapi tadi
pagi gue pikir-pikir, dia tuh udah nungguin gue meeting, ngerjain
subtitle, dan ngerjain keperluan buat Jumat, dan mau ngebantuin, damn,
i'm so ungrateful! maafin aku yah sayang...
hari ini akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk mengirimkan yang
gue tunda-tunda ke sebuah radio ternama di jakarta, bukan radio kawula
muda pastinya. Gue gak terlalu berharap tentang yang satu ini, karena
bagaimanapun pertimbangannya tetap 60 % yang disini. Entah kenapa,
tiba-tiba ada yang meragukan loyalty gue........ Gue cuman merasa
dikhianatin aja... that's it... ufffhhhh.... entahlah.........
apalagi... jadi speechless aja sekarang......
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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